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wow its been a while. SO far school has been soo stressful but i have been getting threw it. everything seems great with friends lattly. soo thats pretty awesome! i have no drama to write about just felt like saying hey to eveeybody who moved away this year. kailey we miss u! hope everyones 11th grade year goes great. keep in touch :)
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[12 Sep 2004|02:36pm] |
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The first 2 weeks of school were alright.. lots of homework already tho ..:/! but hey they say its the hardest year. I got more hours at work cuz i couldnt pay for my insurance and my dad was bitchin soo hey if my grades drop and im a dumbass then its his fault.
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[29 Aug 2004|09:41pm] |
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screw school
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[16 Aug 2004|03:09pm] |
All i do is work! Hey its money right! Anyways I really miss hanging out with everybody everyday like i use to...i mean i really miss all my friends but i guess you sometimes have to work your ass off to get anywhere in life.
So you should come see me :) I miss u guys
Monday- 4 to close
Tuesday-5 to close
Wendesday- Im off but i have plans!
Thursday- 5 close
Friday- 5 to close
Saturday 5 to close
Sunday- Hanging out with matthew
Then whos up for eclipse?
Give me a call
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[12 Aug 2004|01:20pm] |
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I have relized in the past month that people can get u soo depressed u dont even wanna do anything at night..you just want to lay in your bed and me lazy and drag ur self around...i dont understand how that makes their friends happy to see them like that. i just dont get it. i would really love to understand it sometimes i guess how peoples minds work... i just on understand how people can gofrom being best friends to the next day where ther enemys BC OF A FUCKING FAGGOT NAMED ALEX SEYMORE. how can people beleive him over somebody they have known forever. I just want things back to normal like they were before the asshole came into the picture!and why in the hell do girls go back to him! Erna be careful hes a shithead lowife that is going to hell!
i want to get a new job. theres a 24 hour dinner opening up i a few months soo maybe ill quit quiznos ad work there bc im getting tired of being underpaided forall the shit we do.
Im so happy everything is over with all the drama. july was soo stressful for me! itwas just a reallydeprssing month...between my car my dad and my bf it was just really shitty. im happy my car is getting fixed.. my father is getting treatment. and even tho my boyfriend may not trust me i still no he loves me and that i can gain his trust back little by little:)
Oh and one more thing...People! you do not know for a fact if dylan did or didnt buy his car by himself. if hes lying then that his problem bc people will find out sooner or later but right now let hm be proud of his car. as me and buchs like to say "its a nice peice of ass ;)"
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[06 Aug 2004|12:03am] |
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camping tomorrow!!!!
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[01 Aug 2004|05:45pm] |
random entry
my car is fucked up cuz of last night
summers almost over
i need to sva up enough money to buy a new car cuz my rents wont just buy me one like some people...
I cant wait to get out of this fucking town for 6 days
I think its likemy turn to die this week or somethin cuz i almost died 3 times soo far- kinda fucked up
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[16 Jul 2004|09:53am] |
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Its payday!!! but i dont wanna go to work
:...( It'll be alright tho its money right? and another + other then payday is I'm going to the mall after work with keiser and Tay! wooo
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[13 Jul 2004|12:02am] |
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My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?
went to the dave concert on 7/11/04. it was the best night ever. prob the best night i will have in july. soo mat didnt have tickets soo what. dylan was the hero and saved the day when he found 2 tickets (which were better seats then his) cuz some girl got busted with drugs and the girl just gave dylan the tickets. it was awesome. it was soo romantic. we got to be there with buchs tyler dylan and christina too it was kinda just like last years dave concert but with 2 new people! aww it was soo much fun and then we went back to dylans house and went swimming and had some fun there too. went to bed at 4 got up at 9....went back to matts house and then he left for football camp for a week :(
work sucks. i get a raise in a week! thatll deff be nice to make over 6 dollars. i donno if i like working there. i dont care anymore its a job!
right now im chillin at taylors house with kelli and jess planning shit for august cuz its going to be awesome. gotta live up the summer before its gone <33
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[03 Jul 2004|07:27pm] |
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wow summer is really going by quickly and even threw everything i am having the time of my life.... i think i donno like i wonder if i didnt have a job that i would be having a better time with all of my friends who dont have jobs. i mean yea i got keiser and myers to work with their great but i wish all my other friends woulda applyed and just acted like they didnt know all of us soo we coulda all worked together and woulda had a fun time. but thats not the problem. the problem is i work 30 -35 hour weeks. thats really tough and i dont get much sleep anymore. but whatever i mean its money. my first paycheck was close to 200 dollars. the second onces going to be huge cuz the first one was only for 8 days. but anyways yea i just wanted to update and see how everybodys summer is going. i really cant wait to see everybody soon <33
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[28 Jun 2004|03:28pm] |
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ahh soo work is going alright!! not to shabby. u guys deff should come visit me kristan and myers sometime.... <33
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[20 Jun 2004|12:11am] |
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I have finally relized why not many couples work out. FIghting, What does it do? pulls people away from each other. puts shit on other peoples backs and makes life shitty for a week or too. Lifs to short to fight people...really go out and have fun with ur bf or gf cuz maybe one day they wont be there to hold ur hand. Random huh? i just dont to see couples fight. i liked to see them happy :)
Quiznos opens monday! wooo im going to be soo tired of subs. But before it opens and i get all stressed out im going clubbin with a bunch of great people to go and have fun before i work a shitload and have no time for anything fun. Maybe ill have to tell my managers to work me less sooner or later...but for now i think the more money...the greater life is. Ima miss bein able to hang out with my friends all the time tho :( Could summer start to suck?!
Saw Dodgeball atthe drive ins last night with taylor kristen jordan ashley park doody jud and allie. that was fun and then i went to the movies with matt tyler christina krista and eric tonight to see harry potter. 2 good movies in 2 days. awesome. <33
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[16 Jun 2004|03:06pm] |
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woooo what a fucking night.... all i can say is if i ever think about moving to harrisburg...Slapme and if a bunch of trash talking hicks come around anymore remind me to book it....oh yea and if travis decides to piss on stevens grave again....ya'll are nuts for standing there and watching it....hes a dead guy u fuckers lol. but anyways yea last night was fun except a BMW window get smashed in...a boiling spring bitch called those freaking gangstas...((figures)) and shit was stolen....shit what a night <33
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[11 Jun 2004|09:50pm] |
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Update- its summer !! :) and i absolutly couldnt have asked for a better way to start off the summer! Seriously u cant be camp fires skinny dipping and hanging out with the best 15 girls in the whole world all in one night. seeing cows get let out of the pasture. haaa fun times. cant beat them and the non stop get togethers and sleepovers soo far. thats soo great! I <33 u guys soo much this summer is going to be kickas
oh and guys when are we going camping together?
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[06 Jun 2004|11:17am] |
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update on life-
i got a job! quizznos!!! Finally i'll have some money soo i dont have to ask my parents every other second for money
Friendships are great
Laurens mom is awesome!
Kristen and kelli that took some guts!
Girls friday night rocked!
3 more days of school left then let the good times roll!!
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[31 May 2004|09:48pm] |
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[29 May 2004|02:31pm] |
thoughts...
People are soo messed up in the head and need help.
Kristen and ashley club tomorrow right?? Let me know
Taylor is the best cousin in the world
Finals are going to be a bitch
I hope quiznos calls me tuesday
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[23 May 2004|08:30pm] |
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This weekend was so much fun!
-Ended a friendship for good. i guess its good for me according to ALOT of people. ill miss it but whatever shes happy and thats all that matters right?
-Friday Night- Cabin PArty!!!
Satuday_ HersheyPark and then party at My House!
We all crashed at my house by 330. woo
Sunday-The usual! its where u can find me almost every sunday.... except maybe next one bc i wanna go to the club if kelli gets her ass bac from the boat trip :( grr
Kristen and Ashley u guys up for it?
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[17 May 2004|07:24pm] |
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I feel like i can see into the future lattly. Like i totally saw everybody hating that bitch sooner or later and it makes me smile that threw ups and downs i still have my friends by my side.
So lattly i have been thinking... Do i care if people really dislike me? should i go down to their level to make them cry. ha nah i have better things to do with my life like friends looking for jobs and of course my amazing bf :)
The past 6 months i have relize you dont live forever. and what might seem like forever goes soo quickly. We Spend half of our life in school.. wats up with that? So in that case i seriosly cant wait for summer even if im going to have a job (hey its money right?) and i will not be stressed out with all the obsticals in life bc its not worth it! Live your life to the fullest because one day you wont be here and that kinda makes me sad how we work soo hard to build up friendships and our lives and then one day poof...its gone. makes u think doesnt it?
Tomorrow im going job hunting with kelli. cuz our parents are both up our asses about jobs soo we are going to TRY and make them happy....thats the only thing u can do is try and make them happy anymore right?
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[08 May 2004|11:49pm] |
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There has to be more to life then getting up peoples asses for shit people shouldnt be getting up others peoples asses about. seriously.... everybody and their mother knows im one open person. and people are always like "janelle why are u always soo blunt?" Well the one thing that i have learned in life is that there is no reason to talk behind peoples backs and if u do then ur one fucked up fucker who needs to get out and yell at people.
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